okay, we all know that a sensible post is everything but titled "not feeling it". the camera is out of battery so i cant post my drawings and i am just bored out of my mind. but i promise to post them really soooon, i cant wait to show you all:p i am supposed to be looking for possible writing jobs right now on ifreelance.com but here i am, blogging..i am not in the mood to do anything, really, and i feel frustrated. waaahh... what ranting! bloody hell.. i am not in the mood to read even an exciting War Novel .. Stephen Crane's "The Red Badge of Courage". its an incredibly gripping book, it narrates the story of a youth named Henry Fleming who dreams of heroism but discovers his fear of death and danger. After enlisting as a soldier and going against his mother's wishes, Henry finds out that the life of a soldier isn't what he wished, and that he'd rather milk the cows and march round and round their farm than march with his fellow soldiers to teh unknown and possibly, to their deaths. it is said at the back of teh book that Henry wins by accident his "Red Badge" a wound that signifies initiation to manhood and a sense of courage to join the world of men. it is becoming more interesting as the book progresses and i am just a miserable, lazy oaf because i am not in the mood to read it. well thats it, i have to go and find some way to advance my life. cheerio you guys have a great weekend :p